🏥 - hospital update - 🏥 ***if you don’t want to hear about ..

🏥 - hospital update - 🏥
***if you don’t want to hear about health/personal stuff and read about my feelings then just ignore this post and keep enjoying the smut!***
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it’s day ten at the hospital and i’m feeling lower than ever - so it will be a while longer before i can catch up on all of the messages in my inbox

as im sure you can imagine my morale is low after so many days in bed - and though i’ve had lots of visitors (thank you @ceressinclair, @prince_margo, @natie, and @sarahmoonsg) i am a total wreck - not to mention i’m still in a lot of pain. i had an obstruction a few days ago (sorry if that’s TMI) and it’s really some of the worst pain imaginable.

i’m sorry i haven’t been able to answer all of your messages (there are over 60 now and it’s far too daunting). for the two folks who tipped for “dick doodles” i’ll get those to you when i am “up” for it

the hardest part right now isn’t the pain - it’s that i am really missing my pup - and every day that she isn’t with me here i get gloomier and gloomier 🥹 but i am also glad to know that she is safe on the farm.
finances are tight for me right now, but for each extra $40 i send to the folks at the farm she gets an extra 2 hour hike - which gives me a whoooooole lot of relief from the anxiety of being away from her. i was able to budget in 2x hikies per week for march, but on top of the baseline cost of her boarding ($30/day) and all of her food & daily meds i wasn’t able to pay any more.

this is all to say 100% of my earnings from your video purchases and tips right now are going towards birdie, and if i receive any tips on this post they’ll go towards scheduling more hikies for her so that she is having the best time ever - cause when i know she is happy, i have a much easier time resting and healing 💜

anyways thanks for listening - and if you aren’t into the mushy/personal/health stuff that’s totally ok - i just appreciate you being subscribed - and i hope you’re enjoying all of the throwback posts on my feed while i’m recovering 💜 🐕

hopefully ill be posting another update soon to let you all know that i am going home - but for now its time for another nap 😴